Sit and Breathe Completely
Zazen is the core practice of Zen Buddhism.
It is essential we have a clear understanding of it if we
are to practice Zen. Although there are books that give basic
instruction, the best teaching in zazen is always person-to-person
from a skilled practitioner. Hearing or reading the basic
instruction just once is usually not enough. As our experience
with zazen grows, we hear the same instruction differently
and more deeply. Even a well-seasoned practitioner can get
fresh insight into sitting practice by hearing the basic sitting
instruction again.
Zazen is body, breath, and mind. The
most concise instruction I have heard is, “Sit and breathe
completely.” This short statement evokes each of these
areas, but we must fill in the teaching for it to be helpful
to us. Let’s look into this statement and identify some
key points in practicing zazen.
There are a number of acceptable postures
for zazen. Besides the classic positions of full lotus and
half lotus, there are various postures favored by Westerners.
Regardless of the form, there are four essential elements
to be kept in mind:
• A good posture, with the sternum raised to keep us
alert and help ease our breathing
• A relaxed body, so that we can clearly perceive each
moment arising.
• Eyes open or half-open, which emphasizes our practice
in the midst of daily life.
• Hands in the cosmic mudra, encompassing the area just
below our navel.
When we breathe, it is essential to use
our diaphragm. Breathing this way, the lower abdomen expands
outward with each in-breath and contracts inward with each
out-breath. Our upper chest area should not move during breathing.
Beyond this basic instruction, different Zen traditions teach
different styles of breathing.
In Tathagata Zen, for example, the emphasis
is on “spherical breathing,” which encourages
us to recognize that we are sitting in the center of our life,
inside a sphere of our experience. At the center of this sphere
we receive sensations from every other point inside the sphere.
What we see in each moment comes from those points to our
eyes, like the light reaching us from millions of stars in
the night sky. In the same way, what we hear is what comes
to our ears, and what we smell is what comes to our nose.
Each moment, from every direction, a sphere of sensation comes
together exactly where we are, and this is what gives us our
sense of the world around us.
When we inhale, we need to open ourselves
to the complete expanse of our consciousness and let those
sensations unify at the center of our life. In the Zen tradition
our center is recognized as our hara, a point slightly below
our navel. It is this area we encompass with our hands in
formal zazen posture. When we exhale from this smallest point,
we expand out to the largest expanse of our consciousness,
meeting each sensation and giving ourselves to the experience.
Each breath is our entire consciousness, all of our experience:
Inhale – largest to smallest, exhale – smallest
to largest. This is an upaya, a teaching aid (literally, “skillful
means”) that aligns us with the three dimensions of
our world. It conforms to the fundamental dharma activities,
Tathagata - Tathaagata, or expansion and contraction.
Working with our mind is the subtlest
area of sitting practice and for this there is a variety of
instructions,. but the three essentials are no attachment,
no fixation, and no distance. We cannot progress with our
zazen unless we attend to our subjective activity. This practice
is sometimes called mindfulness, or awareness, or simply paying
attention. We begin with mindfulness of our body and our breathing,
sometimes separately, sometimes together. Mindfulness training,
which goes back to the early teachings of Buddhism, is essential
for zazen.
As our awareness of mind activity grows,
we cannot help but notice how busy our minds are. Our subjective
activity—thoughts, memories, and emotions—is incessant,
and impedes our awareness of the surrounding world. By identifying
with this subjective activity – my thoughts, memories,
and emotions –we value and encourage it, which stimulates
even more subjective activity. When subjective activity overshadows
our immediate perception of the people and world around us,
our relationships with people and events suffer. To quiet
the mind we must make a commitment to experience the sensations
and relationships that arise in every moment, independent
from our own subjective reaction.
When our perceptions are filtered by
our self-interests, we try to avoid what we don’t like
and hold onto what we do. Responding in this way, however,
encourages even more self-interest and busyness of mind. If
we want to quiet our minds, we must let go of our attachment
to self. This is often when we see how difficult the practice
can be. This practice of non-attachment, reigning in our busy
minds, requires persistent dedication and discipline; but
no matter how difficult it is or how long it takes, it is
essential.
When we have a wonderful dinner with
friends, or experience a tender moment with our partner, we
want to extend the moment. Time never stops, however. The
dinner ends, the tenderness passes. This is inevitable and
undeniable. Every moment is new, and every person, situation,
and object arises newly in that moment. Nothing is fixed.
This is the teaching of impermanence. To realize our life
as it is, we must manifest our life as it arises. The next
moment is a new moment, new arising. Reflecting on what has
happened is memory; anticipating what might happen is imagination.
The present moment is neither memory nor imagination, nor
is it fixed; it is already a new present moment.
To realize this moment, we must be the
moment. We do this by manifesting our content: the people,
events, and relationships, just as they arise in this moment.
There is no time for thinking; the moment disappears before
we can organize our thoughts. Self-conscious activity fixes
subject and object, which inevitable causes problems, because
the interaction of subject and object is dynamic; it is constantly
changing. The only way to avoid fixating our world is to dissolve
self-consciousness. Only when we surrender ourselves can we
arise at the speed of life.
We have to make an effort to give ourselves
to this moment, wholeheartedly. Yet, sometimes we focus on
the effort we are making rather than the moment itself, and
this undermines the very effort we are trying to make. Instead,
we must realize the relationship of the moment, the meeting
of subject and object, which means dissolving the distance
between them.
To do this, we start with our breathing.
Many teachers recommend observing, regulating or counting
breaths as teaching aids, but these are mental devices which
sustain the illusion we are separate from our breathing. The
only way to unify with our breathing is for our self-consciousness
to disappear into breathing activity. We must become one with
the activity of breathing. This is not a metaphor, not abstract
in any way. Inhaling, we disappear into the sensation of inhaling.
All the subtle sensations of inhaling fill our consciousness.
If we cling to self-awareness we cannot realize the fullness
of inhaling. Similarly, when exhaling we disappear into the
subtle bodily sensations of exhaling, giving ourselves so
thoroughly that self-consciousness disappears. In complete
breathing there is no distance.
As with breathing, there is no distance
in complete, wholehearted sitting. We relate to the world
by the sensations in our body. When we “manage”
our perceptions, noting whether this sound is pleasant or
disagreeable, that taste is sweet or sour, this person or
object seems attractive or ugly, we assert our attachments
and fix the objects of our experience. Instead, we must allow
the seeing, hearing, and feeling of our experience to fill
our consciousness – no self-consciousness. Distance
disappears in the full-bodied embrace of our world. This is
the practice of no-self, which is another basic teaching of
Buddhism. We must practice no-distance to realize the truth
of no-self.
To sit and breathe completely is to merge,
moment to moment, at the speed of life, with the activity
of life. To sit and breathe completely, there can be no attachment,
no fixation, no distance. Attachment binds us to subjective
mind, and prevents the clear realization of our whole self.
Time never stops; each moment is a new moment. Each moment
everything arises new, dynamically interacting with every
other person and thing. It is impossible to preserve anything.
If we want to realize the vitality of a relationship, we must
give ourselves to it without holding back. Only when we dissolve
the distance between subject and object can we realize complete
peace and great love. It is our origin and destination, both
– our true home.
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