Samu
Samu, work practice, is a dynamic expression
of Zen practice. It gives us an opportunity to test and deepen
what we have learned in the Zendo in the midst of daily activity.
Because samu brings the fruit of formal practice into our
daily life, it is a vital part of Zen training,
Samu is often explained in simple statements
such as, “Give yourself to the work” or “Become
one with your working,” which are fine and concise expressions,
but we can also look deeper into this practice. Any of our
daily responsibilities can be an opportunity for samu: cleaning
the dishes after eating, caring for an elderly parent, or
walking the dog. However, just doing our work doesn’t
mean we are doing samu. The commitment to practice is essential
if our work is to be samu.
The responsibilities and obligations
we undertake every day may vary, but samu practice is always
relationship practice. In samu, we practice realizing the
union of subject and object, which is complete relationship.
The elements of relationship are always the same: subject,
object, and distance. Our practice is to dissolve distance,
and unify subject and object. Our practice is to realize zero.
UNIFYING SUBJECT
If subject is to unify with the situation,
then subject must be of one mind with the task at hand. If
we are cleaning up after dinner, that is the task at hand.
When we indulge the various stray thoughts that come up, such
as “I’m tired,” or “Someone else should
do this,” we divide our effort and prevent unity.
Similarly, if an emotion arises and we
attach to it, our commitment to practice is undermined. Bringing
our subjective content in line with the situation doesn’t
require us to suppress such activity, but to reaffirm our
commitment to what is before us. Manifesting this commitment
transcends our subjective busyness. Just as we bring our wandering
mind back to our breathing during zazen, in samu too, we bring
our mind back to our situation.
The more we are attached to our subjective
activity, the more difficult it is for us to be clear. We
tend to myopically attach to the subject, which inevitably
causes problems, because the total situation is always more
than just the subject.
UNIFYING OBJECT
The object of our experience is never
abstract or vague. It is this specific situation, this particular
relationship—immediate, physical, and enveloping. We
all have experienced moments when we charge into a situation,
filled with good intentions perhaps, but oblivious to the
nuances of what is actually happening. During those moments,
we “know” what should be done—and perhaps
we are right—but if we don’t merge with the actual
situation, there is no true relationship; it is not practice.
When we misunderstand the context, conflict and confusion
inevitably arise. The work of each moment is a dynamic meeting
of precisely this subject and this object. It is never defined
solely by one or the other; it is never abstract, vague, or
conceptual.
Perhaps we decide to clean the kitchen
before guests come for dinner. We tear into it, really getting
everything very clean; but we lose track of time. Too late
we realize our guests are arriving momentarily and the kitchen
is in disarray. We’ve missed the point.
Focusing solely on our goals, however,
is also a problem. When self-interest consumes us, we commonly
fail to appreciate our partner in a personal relationship.
Perhaps we are going to visit our elderly father or mother.
The last time we visited we saw they “needed”
to have the garage cleaned out, so we spend our whole visit
clearing out the garage, but what our parent really wanted
today was a chance to interact with us, to hear about the
children, etc. When we miss what is really going on, no one
is satisfied. Mom or Dad doesn’t get the attention he
or she wanted, and we feel unappreciated for all the hard
work we did– frustration and disappointment on both
sides.
UNIFYING SUBJECT AND OBJECT
Every experience is the interaction of
subject, object, and distance, which is the self-conscious
element of experience—our personal self. Zero is realized
only when subject and object unify, when there is no distance
between them.
How do we do dissolve the distance and
unify subject and object? As long as we perceive subject,
object, and distance as separate parts, we cannot realize
unity. Commonly, we misunderstand the situation in two different
ways. One is to identify our personal self with subject, which
reduces experience to subject and object—the object
being anything other than our self. The other mistake is to
see ourselves as apart from both subject and object, as if
our true “self” is on the outside, observing ourselves
and the world around us. Religions that believe in a soul
or atman usually subscribe to this view.
Both of these misunderstandings result
in a divided view of life. The first view interprets experience
as self vs. other. The second view divides the observer from
his or her consciousness of subject and object, rather than
embracing them. This view leads us to believe we are separate
from both the world and ourselves. The belief in a fundamental
division prevents the realization of unity. Tathagata Zen
teaches that our complete self is the union of subject, object
and distance. Furthermore, nothing is fixed; subject, object,
distance and unity are all impermanent. Any perceived distinction
is momentary; it arises from and returns to unity each moment.
If we do not understand this, suffering inevitably arises.
Subject and object are not outside of
us; they are manifestations of our consciousness, which is
our self. Distance is not between subject and object; it embraces
both We usually perceive subject as part of our consciousness,
but subject is not something separate from the rest of our
consciousness; it is our consciousness manifesting “subject.”
It is our self. Similarly, the objects we are aware of are
not outside our consciousness; they are our consciousness
manifesting this dog or person or evening. The perception
of separation indicates that we are not fully entering into
relationship. When we completely embrace subject and object
as our self, there is no separation. Distance, subject, and
object disappear. There is only unity. Zero.
Embracing subject and object is the essential
step. To do that, we must give our love to our world. When
we give ourselves completely, the illusion of an observer
and all the distinctions that define our world are subsumed
in the embrace of subject and object; we realize our true
nature and manifest our complete self. When we give ourselves
completely to subject and object, distance is no longer distance,
but subjective self embracing and being embraced by objective
self. Difficulties are naturally transcended when we give
ourselves to our world. The loving mother hears her newborn
child cry in the middle of the night and responds by getting
up and attending to the baby. She may be tired, but it does
not give rise to discontent. This is a new mother’s
samu.
When we realize our true nature –
zero – then we are our work. Subject is our self and
object is our self, unifying and separating clearly. To state
it another way, when we realize our work as our self, our
self manifests samu. When we practice realizing our work as
our self, by embracing the varied circumstances of our life,
our practice deepens immeasurably. There is a synergy between
formal practice and samu practice; each nourishes the other.
When we embrace subject and object
as our self, we dissolve the self-made divisions that give
rise to frustration and conflict. Subject is not subject;
subject is our self. Object is not object; object is our self.
The discriminative mind that distinguishes subject and object
is transcended. The compassionate mind realizes subject and
object as self, which is only possible when we give our self
to subject and object. When our whole life is our self, our
life is our samu.
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